bubbly fun.

Was I the only one that bought her “makeup” line at sephora?  I was obsessed with her lip plumping lip gloss..  probably in some flavor that now makes me sick to think about, like cupcake or cookie dough.

I probably still have a few tubes…

6twenty1:

Last night, Jenine and I took a trip down memory lane and watched 6 episodes of Newlyweds.

Not only did I feel incredibly old when it really hit me that I have surpassed the age of the Jessica on the screen, but I felt sad watching those two. They were cute. Sure, she wasn’t the sharpest tool in the shed, but they worked. He really loved her, and I miss them. They were that dream-couple to me. It was sad hearing them talk about their future and knowing they’d never make it to any of those milestones. Sad watching them look for a puppy and knowing that Daisy would ultimately get attacked and killed by a coyote (I can’t help but laugh, but that isn’t funny.) The saddest part is knowing where Jessica is now, though. The show reminded me how much of a pop-sensation she was. And I loved how she often did her own hair and make-up before a concert, pulled an outfit right out of her over-flowing suitcase when she was on tour. She was just a cool chick. Now, her singing career is over, she’s pregnant with someone else’s child, and she’s constantly being criticized by the media for something new. She’s barely the same girl from those days. And totally ironic, today would have been their [not even sure what year?] wedding anniversary. It’s so weird how much things changed for her, and I can’t help but just hope she’s happy.

I guess, what I’m trying to say, is that I’m still on team Jessica.

I always was.